whiskeyslurs

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 04:16:34 GMT

My Lord, how much more of this pretending to be strong?

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 21:17:20 GMT

so, it's pretty sweet being able to update this wherever I am using my iPhone
Maybe I'll use lj more often now.
Does anyone still read this?<\div>

Mon, 28 May 2007 05:10:09 GMT

And I know she loved me then, I swear to God she did. It's way she’d bite my lower lip and push her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin.

Fri, 18 May 2007 18:50:56 GMT

thank god you see me the way you do

Mon, 07 May 2007 04:54:45 GMT

And every night I think I certaintly won't ever sleep sober or alone

Wed, 02 May 2007 04:07:47 GMT

disregard last post
shit rules
I'm a drama queen

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:22:11 GMT

slowly killing myself
and no one cares
fuck all

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:48:21 GMT

it's better to have 4 really good friends
than to have 30 shitty friends
the last few days have been really fucking good
and I've come to realize all i really need
is a 30 pack of pbr
camel lights
road trips to ikea in Philly
amazing roommates
awesome music
and good conversation
i waste too much time thinking about where I've fucked up (and i have...alot)
and past regrets
and girls (no female in general, so don't think this is about you)

i love my friends and the people who care about me
and i think if i have that than really nothing else matters
it's hard to do, but i love when i can just hang out
and really open up to people
and actually fucking talk
and i can't do that around many people

i would most likely die without
pat
nate
elena
and jaime

i used to say "i was once alive"
but now i really am

Sun, 22 Apr 2007 04:27:05 GMT

listen to two gallants
fucking now

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 05:32:39 GMT

i fear for my mother
but flowers won't replace her
you're my sheath and I'm your rapier

pull yourself together

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 03:54:52 GMT

my mom's kidney's failed
sooner than we thought
the experimental drug she was on apparently made her worse instead of better
even if i could give her one of my kidney's, no one will operate on her because of her gout
and now she'll have to be on dialysis for the rest of her life

i pretty much want to forget everything right now
but i don't think there are enough drugs or alcohol in the world to get me through this
this is not a time where i will be acting responsibly
i'm not myself

fuck

denver

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:01:54 GMT

the people they loved their old friends
and i've seen through'em all seen through'em all and seen through most everything
all the people you knew were the actors
all the people you knew were the actors
well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words
and i'll talk real loud
goddamn right i'll be heard
you'll remember all the guys that said all those big words he must've
learned in college
and it took a long time
i came clean with myself
i come clean out of love with my lover
i still love her
loved her more when she used to be sober and i was kinder

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:25:33 GMT

when i do wrong, i am with god
when i feel lost, i am not at all

You were once a sweet little girl

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 00:32:41 GMT

You dream of sharing your heart
Instead you share your bed
And your heart beats empty and cold
With all the tears that you have shed

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:54:10 GMT

raise your glass
to forgetting the past

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 17:46:43 GMT

So cry yourself to sleep
Cry yourself to sleep 'cause I am strong and you are weak
Wait, you are strong, and I am weak
Fuck -- just cry yourself to sleep

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 23:06:03 GMT

I’ve made love, yeah
I’ve been fucked
so what

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 21:25:12 GMT

i might be moving to arizona

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:03:00 GMT

When dreams of rings of flowers fade and blur
Giving way to that familiar ill
come over and part your soft white curtains
Where I'm waiting for you still
If you'd unlatch the window,
If you'd let me lay there on your floor
If you'd give me another chance,
If you'd forget the pain I caused before
No use in saying how I'm sorry
So I'm trying not to speak

I'll sing in silence, lay beside you
With my face there on your cheek

My stomach swears there's comfort there
In the warmth of the blankets on your bed

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 20:14:47 GMT

We never met, you and I
We were always inside, we were somewhere inside
one another. And I'll live without you love,
but what good is one glove, without the other?

You only ask about my leaving,
well honey I had no choice, so
I call and (when you hear that heavy breathing)
for that sound of your voice.

But you sit there silent, folded arms
And look down as I walk by
Though my face has changed, you know it's me
You know by the stillness in my eyes.
Come and whisper in my ear, "you're very pretty,d ear" and
"it'll be alright." You're lying!
But I don't mind tonight.

So I wander and I wander
Your absence beating inside my chest
I try but I can't remember
The color of your eyes- just the shape of your dress.

And through a garden overgrown
Oh, it's a long walk home.
I said I'd not come back, well I'm coming back-
and you'd better be alone.

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 10:41:40 GMT

whoever broke the window at gamestop at 2am this morning, thank you, i had a wonderful night cleaning up your mess and waiting for window repair doofus to show up at 5:30

i love my job

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:16:23 GMT

13 days till wii!!

yeah, i'm a nerd, fuck you.

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:00:53 GMT

i never update anymore

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 17:21:12 GMT

well, i'm 21
and i'm moving out!

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:59:22 GMT

last day of school today!!
i can hang out just about any time now after today
unless i have work
so just give me a call or something.

21 in 10 days!!

whiskeyslurs

pull yourself together

denver

You were once a sweet little girl

My stomach swears there's comfort thereIn the warmth of the blankets on your bed

My stomach swears there's comfort there
In the warmth of the blankets on your bed