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My Lord, how much more of this pretending to be strong?
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[05 Jul 2007|05:07pm] |
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so, it's pretty sweet being able to update this wherever I am using my iPhone Maybe I'll use lj more often now. Does anyone still read this?<\div>
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[28 May 2007|01:10am] |
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And I know she loved me then, I swear to God she did. It's way she’d bite my lower lip and push her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin.
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[18 May 2007|02:51pm] |
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thank god you see me the way you do
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[07 May 2007|12:55am] |
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And every night I think I certaintly won't ever sleep sober or alone
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[02 May 2007|12:07am] |
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disregard last post shit rules I'm a drama queen
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[29 Apr 2007|01:22am] |
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slowly killing myself and no one cares fuck all
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[23 Apr 2007|05:44pm] |
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it's better to have 4 really good friends than to have 30 shitty friends the last few days have been really fucking good and I've come to realize all i really need is a 30 pack of pbr camel lights road trips to ikea in Philly amazing roommates awesome music and good conversation i waste too much time thinking about where I've fucked up (and i have...alot) and past regrets and girls (no female in general, so don't think this is about you)
i love my friends and the people who care about me and i think if i have that than really nothing else matters it's hard to do, but i love when i can just hang out and really open up to people and actually fucking talk and i can't do that around many people
i would most likely die without pat nate elena and jaime
i used to say "i was once alive" but now i really am
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[21 Apr 2007|12:29pm] |
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listen to two gallants fucking now
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[19 Apr 2007|01:33pm] |
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i fear for my mother but flowers won't replace her you're my sheath and I'm your rapier
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[17 Apr 2007|11:54am] |
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my mom's kidney's failed sooner than we thought the experimental drug she was on apparently made her worse instead of better even if i could give her one of my kidney's, no one will operate on her because of her gout and now she'll have to be on dialysis for the rest of her life
i pretty much want to forget everything right now but i don't think there are enough drugs or alcohol in the world to get me through this this is not a time where i will be acting responsibly i'm not myself
fuck
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| denver |
[09 Apr 2007|01:02pm] |
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the people they loved their old friends and i've seen through'em all seen through'em all and seen through most everything all the people you knew were the actors all the people you knew were the actors well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words and i'll talk real loud goddamn right i'll be heard you'll remember all the guys that said all those big words he must've learned in college and it took a long time i came clean with myself i come clean out of love with my lover i still love her loved her more when she used to be sober and i was kinder
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[03 Apr 2007|01:25pm] |
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when i do wrong, i am with god when i feel lost, i am not at all
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[28 Mar 2007|08:32pm] |
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You dream of sharing your heart Instead you share your bed And your heart beats empty and cold With all the tears that you have shed
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[23 Mar 2007|09:53pm] |
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raise your glass to forgetting the past
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[07 Mar 2007|12:46pm] |
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So cry yourself to sleep Cry yourself to sleep 'cause I am strong and you are weak Wait, you are strong, and I am weak Fuck -- just cry yourself to sleep
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[26 Feb 2007|06:05pm] |
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I’ve made love, yeah I’ve been fucked so what
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[26 Jan 2007|04:24pm] |
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i might be moving to arizona
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[04 Dec 2006|10:03pm] |
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When dreams of rings of flowers fade and blur Giving way to that familiar ill come over and part your soft white curtains Where I'm waiting for you still If you'd unlatch the window, If you'd let me lay there on your floor If you'd give me another chance, If you'd forget the pain I caused before No use in saying how I'm sorry So I'm trying not to speak
I'll sing in silence, lay beside you With my face there on your cheek
My stomach swears there's comfort there In the warmth of the blankets on your bed
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[14 Nov 2006|04:14pm] |
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We never met, you and I We were always inside, we were somewhere inside one another. And I'll live without you love, but what good is one glove, without the other?
You only ask about my leaving, well honey I had no choice, so I call and (when you hear that heavy breathing) for that sound of your voice.
But you sit there silent, folded arms And look down as I walk by Though my face has changed, you know it's me You know by the stillness in my eyes. Come and whisper in my ear, "you're very pretty,d ear" and "it'll be alright." You're lying! But I don't mind tonight.
So I wander and I wander Your absence beating inside my chest I try but I can't remember The color of your eyes- just the shape of your dress.
And through a garden overgrown Oh, it's a long walk home. I said I'd not come back, well I'm coming back- and you'd better be alone.
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